Best week ever.
So I have to say that it does not suck any less seeing this dumb girl. I ran into her tonight and it still sucks. But you consider the amount of time we spent together it should not matter however it does.
I was supposed to spend the day studying and I spent zero time studying. However I did go to the gym for a few hours and I started tanning again. I know that you could careless about all of this but I really don’t have anything to say today.
The parents left last night and I am happy to be free again, however I do miss them. I wish that I was skiing right now and not stuck in Maryland.
Ite I am out for now.
Quote of the day:
You know when they have a fishing show on TV? They catch the fish and then let it go. They don't want to eat the fish, they just want to make it late for something.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I almost forgot about my new love...
Yes I know it is gay to perform two posts in one day but I forgot to add this. The first 32 seconds of this are without a doubt the sexiest f*&^ing thing I have heard in a long time. But the sad part is that it doesn’t translate well in youtube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFVM5pVTwkM
Now go and watch and enjoy. Oh and BTW I am changing my status to “its complicated” because I have decided I am in love with Amy Winehouse. Now you might be thinking “isn’t she a crackhead?” To which I respond “yes isn’t it sexy???”
I never thought a crack addict would be so hot…
Now go and watch and enjoy. Oh and BTW I am changing my status to “its complicated” because I have decided I am in love with Amy Winehouse. Now you might be thinking “isn’t she a crackhead?” To which I respond “yes isn’t it sexy???”
I never thought a crack addict would be so hot…
A Porshe a Porshe my wife for a Porshe
So today I was completely ready to begin working on my journal which I have been writing in, in lieu of writing in this thing. However, since I have spoken to all of you at least once a month since November I have felt no reason to actually post anything.
However, tonight I realized something and I would like some feedback on this. I went out a few times with this girl and admittedly I really liked her. Ok, let me back up, I liked what I though I knew about her. She seemed genuine, honest and caring. Yes she was attractive, however it was her ambition and her spirit that I was drawn to.
With that said we went out and I though had a good time. Not a great time mind you just a good time. So on date number three we are having a random discussion that leads to the place where I live. In the natural course of the conversation she asks me “I thought you owned the house the you live in?” To which I respond “no, John owns it.” Now for the rest of the night she seems a little cold to me. Nothing that I really noticed at the time but later I though maybe I had said something wrong.
Fast-forward to 2 days later. I get tickets to the theatre and call and ask her if she would like to go, mind you I left a voicemail message. To which I receive zero response. Fast forward to the present day. Other than conversations that I have instigated she has not even said hello to me. In fact she has been rather cold to me. I honestly don’t know what it is about me that draws me to this situation.
I had made every effort to date girls that will not focus on money. I have moved out of my house I drive a car that for all purposes sucks and I don’t act like I have money. And yet I still seem to find the girls that are only focused on one thing MONEY!!!!
I really think that is the reason why every time I go to buy a Porsche, Heavenly Father tells me no! Because it would only cause me to further attract the wrong kind of girls. As I write this I am physically sick. It really feels like true confession time. I am starting to think that the only way I am ever going to have a girl that is Mormon love me is for my money. But I hate the idea of letting them know that they are buying a winning lottery ticket.
After dating she who will not be named I swore that I would never ever again date someone who liked me based on money. And yet I still seem to find girls that cannot actually like me for me. I just don’t get it…
This whole issue makes me really feel sad, and furthermore, it makes me want to stop dating in the church all together. I am really tired of thinking that I have found someone who is not focused on financial things and is actually looking for love. But alas every time I think that I have found that what I find is someone who has found out where I come from. This sucks it sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks….
Ok in other news the parental unit is in town this week and I have decided that it might be time to make the big move. Which might be another reason why I have not felt good about buying the Porsche. Who knows what the “big guy” has planned for me. All I can do is have faith that whom ever he sets in my path will be a better choice for me than the ones that I have (thus far) made for myself. In the meantime all I can say is PSK all day everyday till the day I die.
Quotes of the day:
I heard they are trying to invent a Viagra for women. I thought we already had that, it is called CASH.
They say a good woman will make you a better man, problem is good women aren't my type.
However, tonight I realized something and I would like some feedback on this. I went out a few times with this girl and admittedly I really liked her. Ok, let me back up, I liked what I though I knew about her. She seemed genuine, honest and caring. Yes she was attractive, however it was her ambition and her spirit that I was drawn to.
With that said we went out and I though had a good time. Not a great time mind you just a good time. So on date number three we are having a random discussion that leads to the place where I live. In the natural course of the conversation she asks me “I thought you owned the house the you live in?” To which I respond “no, John owns it.” Now for the rest of the night she seems a little cold to me. Nothing that I really noticed at the time but later I though maybe I had said something wrong.
Fast-forward to 2 days later. I get tickets to the theatre and call and ask her if she would like to go, mind you I left a voicemail message. To which I receive zero response. Fast forward to the present day. Other than conversations that I have instigated she has not even said hello to me. In fact she has been rather cold to me. I honestly don’t know what it is about me that draws me to this situation.
I had made every effort to date girls that will not focus on money. I have moved out of my house I drive a car that for all purposes sucks and I don’t act like I have money. And yet I still seem to find the girls that are only focused on one thing MONEY!!!!
I really think that is the reason why every time I go to buy a Porsche, Heavenly Father tells me no! Because it would only cause me to further attract the wrong kind of girls. As I write this I am physically sick. It really feels like true confession time. I am starting to think that the only way I am ever going to have a girl that is Mormon love me is for my money. But I hate the idea of letting them know that they are buying a winning lottery ticket.
After dating she who will not be named I swore that I would never ever again date someone who liked me based on money. And yet I still seem to find girls that cannot actually like me for me. I just don’t get it…
This whole issue makes me really feel sad, and furthermore, it makes me want to stop dating in the church all together. I am really tired of thinking that I have found someone who is not focused on financial things and is actually looking for love. But alas every time I think that I have found that what I find is someone who has found out where I come from. This sucks it sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks….
Ok in other news the parental unit is in town this week and I have decided that it might be time to make the big move. Which might be another reason why I have not felt good about buying the Porsche. Who knows what the “big guy” has planned for me. All I can do is have faith that whom ever he sets in my path will be a better choice for me than the ones that I have (thus far) made for myself. In the meantime all I can say is PSK all day everyday till the day I die.
Quotes of the day:
I heard they are trying to invent a Viagra for women. I thought we already had that, it is called CASH.
They say a good woman will make you a better man, problem is good women aren't my type.
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