Yes I know it is gay to perform two posts in one day but I forgot to add this. The first 32 seconds of this are without a doubt the sexiest f*&^ing thing I have heard in a long time. But the sad part is that it doesn’t translate well in youtube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFVM5pVTwkM
Now go and watch and enjoy. Oh and BTW I am changing my status to “its complicated” because I have decided I am in love with Amy Winehouse. Now you might be thinking “isn’t she a crackhead?” To which I respond “yes isn’t it sexy???”
I never thought a crack addict would be so hot…
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
A Porshe a Porshe my wife for a Porshe
So today I was completely ready to begin working on my journal which I have been writing in, in lieu of writing in this thing. However, since I have spoken to all of you at least once a month since November I have felt no reason to actually post anything.
However, tonight I realized something and I would like some feedback on this. I went out a few times with this girl and admittedly I really liked her. Ok, let me back up, I liked what I though I knew about her. She seemed genuine, honest and caring. Yes she was attractive, however it was her ambition and her spirit that I was drawn to.
With that said we went out and I though had a good time. Not a great time mind you just a good time. So on date number three we are having a random discussion that leads to the place where I live. In the natural course of the conversation she asks me “I thought you owned the house the you live in?” To which I respond “no, John owns it.” Now for the rest of the night she seems a little cold to me. Nothing that I really noticed at the time but later I though maybe I had said something wrong.
Fast-forward to 2 days later. I get tickets to the theatre and call and ask her if she would like to go, mind you I left a voicemail message. To which I receive zero response. Fast forward to the present day. Other than conversations that I have instigated she has not even said hello to me. In fact she has been rather cold to me. I honestly don’t know what it is about me that draws me to this situation.
I had made every effort to date girls that will not focus on money. I have moved out of my house I drive a car that for all purposes sucks and I don’t act like I have money. And yet I still seem to find the girls that are only focused on one thing MONEY!!!!
I really think that is the reason why every time I go to buy a Porsche, Heavenly Father tells me no! Because it would only cause me to further attract the wrong kind of girls. As I write this I am physically sick. It really feels like true confession time. I am starting to think that the only way I am ever going to have a girl that is Mormon love me is for my money. But I hate the idea of letting them know that they are buying a winning lottery ticket.
After dating she who will not be named I swore that I would never ever again date someone who liked me based on money. And yet I still seem to find girls that cannot actually like me for me. I just don’t get it…
This whole issue makes me really feel sad, and furthermore, it makes me want to stop dating in the church all together. I am really tired of thinking that I have found someone who is not focused on financial things and is actually looking for love. But alas every time I think that I have found that what I find is someone who has found out where I come from. This sucks it sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks….
Ok in other news the parental unit is in town this week and I have decided that it might be time to make the big move. Which might be another reason why I have not felt good about buying the Porsche. Who knows what the “big guy” has planned for me. All I can do is have faith that whom ever he sets in my path will be a better choice for me than the ones that I have (thus far) made for myself. In the meantime all I can say is PSK all day everyday till the day I die.
Quotes of the day:
I heard they are trying to invent a Viagra for women. I thought we already had that, it is called CASH.
They say a good woman will make you a better man, problem is good women aren't my type.
However, tonight I realized something and I would like some feedback on this. I went out a few times with this girl and admittedly I really liked her. Ok, let me back up, I liked what I though I knew about her. She seemed genuine, honest and caring. Yes she was attractive, however it was her ambition and her spirit that I was drawn to.
With that said we went out and I though had a good time. Not a great time mind you just a good time. So on date number three we are having a random discussion that leads to the place where I live. In the natural course of the conversation she asks me “I thought you owned the house the you live in?” To which I respond “no, John owns it.” Now for the rest of the night she seems a little cold to me. Nothing that I really noticed at the time but later I though maybe I had said something wrong.
Fast-forward to 2 days later. I get tickets to the theatre and call and ask her if she would like to go, mind you I left a voicemail message. To which I receive zero response. Fast forward to the present day. Other than conversations that I have instigated she has not even said hello to me. In fact she has been rather cold to me. I honestly don’t know what it is about me that draws me to this situation.
I had made every effort to date girls that will not focus on money. I have moved out of my house I drive a car that for all purposes sucks and I don’t act like I have money. And yet I still seem to find the girls that are only focused on one thing MONEY!!!!
I really think that is the reason why every time I go to buy a Porsche, Heavenly Father tells me no! Because it would only cause me to further attract the wrong kind of girls. As I write this I am physically sick. It really feels like true confession time. I am starting to think that the only way I am ever going to have a girl that is Mormon love me is for my money. But I hate the idea of letting them know that they are buying a winning lottery ticket.
After dating she who will not be named I swore that I would never ever again date someone who liked me based on money. And yet I still seem to find girls that cannot actually like me for me. I just don’t get it…
This whole issue makes me really feel sad, and furthermore, it makes me want to stop dating in the church all together. I am really tired of thinking that I have found someone who is not focused on financial things and is actually looking for love. But alas every time I think that I have found that what I find is someone who has found out where I come from. This sucks it sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks….
Ok in other news the parental unit is in town this week and I have decided that it might be time to make the big move. Which might be another reason why I have not felt good about buying the Porsche. Who knows what the “big guy” has planned for me. All I can do is have faith that whom ever he sets in my path will be a better choice for me than the ones that I have (thus far) made for myself. In the meantime all I can say is PSK all day everyday till the day I die.
Quotes of the day:
I heard they are trying to invent a Viagra for women. I thought we already had that, it is called CASH.
They say a good woman will make you a better man, problem is good women aren't my type.
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